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User:bluetintedsoul (6634646)
Broken pieces seeping through my mind
My silent misery is so divine
Name:bluemess
Website:Myspace shit : brokenbatteries
Location:Salinas, California, United States
Birthdate:1985-12-07
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AND MAYBE SOMEWHERE SOMEONE DOES UNDERSTAND

+ You mean she:d rather imagin herself relating to an absent person than build relationships with those around her?
- Maybe she tries hard to fix other people:s messy lives.
+What about her? Her own messy life? Who:ll fix that?

I really want to accomplish something that:s not ordinary.

Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?

I alone knew the truth about life, knew that it was all a miserable downward spiral that you could either admit to or ignore.

EVERYTHING YOU EVER LOVE WILL
REJECT YOU OR DIE.
EVERYTHING YOU EVER CREATE WILL
BE THROWN AWAY.
EVERYTHING YOU:RE PROUD OF WILL
END UP AS TRASH.



And why is it that no one who is supposed to be here for me ever is?


I feel like the more people know about me the more they will look away..

Pretty soon, it seems unreasonable to be bothered or outradged by much of anything because, well, what did you expect?

I want someone willing to go the extra mile.

... and bits of myself are shown through my photography, but to most I remain a mystery.

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Interests:33: 24 hour places, animal rights, autumn, blood, booth photos, eskimo kisses, exchanging secrets, flappers, forts, fun love, homemade shit, hoods, kid games, laughing in the theater, making a mess, morbid minds, movie buffs, night walks, notebooks, pandas, photography, piggy back rides, quotes, rain, road trips, rooftops, sarcastic humor, single flowers, sitting up front, sleater-kinney, thrift stores, walking bare footed, whispers
Schools:None listed
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